We're taking pictures
of things that will no longer exist.
They will resent us
for rubbing it in.
The fresh dew, the leaves, the abundance
Now a leather fruit engineered to withstand
the boiling rain is what they're given
We had it all, the fresh dew, the cares free.
They will resent us for rubbing it in.
"A man's intelligence is his soil." - WS "A truth that's told with bad intent beats all the lies you can invent" - WB "Truth can never be told so as to be understood, and not be believ'd" -WB "The Sun must bear no name, gold flourisher, but be in the difficulty that it is to be." - WS
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Pictures for the Children
Movie: Down in the Valley
Friday, November 10, 2006
The Pleasures of Difficulty
I think we may be failing to teach Sevi how effort can be identified
with pleasure. This isn't surprising, since it's a lesson we
ourselves could learn better, or I could certainly. There's a
negative reinforcing going on, probably here at home, and I'm
guessing it carries over into school. She feels inadequate to a
challenge, so she evades it or laughs it off, clowning it off with an
edgy nonchalance. The fear of more failure leads to disengagement
and increased concern about what other people think of her, which
begins to take over focus and leave her even less mental attention
for concentration for doing well at the matter at hand. I continue
to want to see her engage in some activity that she really takes to,
to see how with effort she can do well at something, even
exceptionally well. This lesson can then naturally color her
approach to other things, opportunities to rise to a challenge that
can be ultimately pleasurable.
Of course a part of me does have a distaste for the aggressive drive
to "excellence" because I feel that imagination can be the first
casualty. But maybe there is no dichotomy here. Imagination is an
appeal to something larger and unknown, a receptivity to it, and
wouldn't that also flourish with a more confident attitude?
the digital age
is all the rage
running through rackety hallways
hollering mad
slamming doors
shrieking get me there
scraping
bumping awkward
smarts
shame
all alone
don't stop for a second
you're sore
lost
get with it
or out
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Monday, November 06, 2006
Scot-free
The dead body
Sloughed off like a costume
Grins unaccountably
All he convinced you of
Written there, but silly, dangling...
You're the one holding the bag.
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Movie: Little Children
Good performances, great unfold of the plot, shots and cutting all
their own and effective. Only toward the end did I start to feel the
contrivance. The first I felt it was in one particular shot, a
medium shot with the belligerent friend and his megaphone at night in
the front yard with the addled mother of the pariah alleged sex
offender right as she collapses--it started to seem a bit
unintendedly silly there. Also the way expectations were played
with, in the thriller genre at the climax, seemed unworthy of the
film, although perhaps hardwired into the book. Perhaps my distaste
for it has to do a certain allegiance I feel to misfits and their
validation, where the whole point of this film from the title on down
was revealed at the end to really characterize the affair as an
illusory feat of immaturity. Then it was that I saw that the film
really does take this stance toward its characters, a sort of moral
high ground that only gives lip service to an actuality. And then
there are the huge lacunae that exist to make that case. For
instance the absolute irredeemability of Kate Winslet's idiot husband
and his panty-sniffing internet obsession is just a pastiche, and yet
it's this that somehow constrains her to this "kept" unhappiness
likened to Madame Bovary's? In the book club scene Winslet argues
heroically (against the pastiche of a suburban automaton) for the
validity of Madame Bovary's hunger for life, yet the film ultimately
doesn't embrace this position wholeheartedly. Its idea of maturity
seems to be to resign oneself to mistakes made in marriage rather
than confront or transcend them. What, after all, of promise is
there to be found in the huge gap between the failed lawyer's living
in the past and his narcissistic wife and her distrusting eclipsing
mother. Are we to imagine some kind of reconciliation? The more I
think about it, the more this film is a simulacrum of the message it
purports, briefly, to believe in. It signals things constantly about
the characters, such as Jennifer Connolly gazing adoringly into the
narcissist's mirror of their sleeping child, calling him "perfect"
over and over again. The framed professional bedside portrait we see
later of she and her husband, with her nearly blocking him out and
absorbing twice the light while he peers at camera over her
shoulder. These things are all signalled so that, as Roberta once
observed, we get them intellectually, but do we really feel them?
Has what's being put over in the film really got into the ring and
engaged us on that level, in the raw way that say a Cassavetes film
would? This film would not dare to stick its neck out, to be made a
fool of, to leave conclusions dangling. In a film like "In the
Bedroom" there was something much tighter going on with the story
that made it almost archetypal or mythic, and ironically the actors
within that (also owing to the tragic tone) could find something that
was less in danger of this kind of falsety. Here, while I really do
admire the film, I find the predisposition of it ultimately a little
confining. It came so close to the real, yet its shortfall was that
much more evident. I heard an interview with Todd Field by Elvis
Mitchell on "The Treament" (KCRW) and a remark by Field that struck
me was his view of characters as defined by the many different
situations they find themselves in and other characters they play
opposite. As in life, we are strikingly different people in
different situations. I saw this at work in the film, and it was
delightful to see. Yet, like a stereopticon, which gives you an
illusion of 3D, it differs here from the fullest reality which I
think is achievable even within a story, by being a series of flat
planes arranged in three dimensions, with all the control and insight
required to achieve that, but lacking, ultimately, the courage to
punch those planes out into the true 3 dimensions that they occupy.
I think maybe that the courage to take that on was a little more
childish, possibly ruinously foolish, than the filmmaker or the
writer would allow themselves without violating the theme of this work.
Friday, November 03, 2006
Revkin's comment back
Keepin' Busy
All of these who grandstand
About world peace
In the event of world peace
Might be doing less laudatory things
True
But that's not an advertisement for war
Nor to impugn the employment
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Earth Smother
The old kind were wonderers
But we who make the seas sweat
The soils crumble
Can no longer wonder
With impunity
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